Am i a freakin loser for being absolutely terrified of ships?

Call me crazy,an I'm sure you will.. LOL but i absolutely hate/am terrified by,ships. Some of them have that big red stripe going along the bottom near the propellers,and it makes my legs go weak and my heart race.Needless to say i can't watch Titanic. Or visit battleship museums,i just get so much anxiety from the pictures,i wouldn't dare go on one.Just "reaching out" here. Am i a total spazz or is this something anyone else has happen to them ??